things turn out the way i do not want them to. well nothing seem to turn out right for me. nothing. i always wanted something simple. something to turn out right. just once. i would really treasure that once.
thinking. thinking. thinking all day long. it would be really good if thinking can help. if thinking helps, i won't mind lying in bed, thinking all day, all night.
sweet acts, little surprises and a whole lot of care.
i agree i am not good looking which is the reason why i am still single! HA! stupid crap!
work is really crazy. joyce is really nice. the ang bao, free dinner and all.
saw yiling aka adorable, and yantinge the other day after dinner with the 'gang' from work. she wants to join my workplace. haha! crazy.
i realise that after payday, everyone spends like crazy. and nearing the end of the month, its cai peng for lunch everyday. lols! u see people going for pasta mania, pizzas and that SGD 27.70 seoul garden dinner. lols!
i really hope and dream.........
i hate myself for getting jealous so darn easily. some view it as sweet, other view it as irritating. anyways im an irritating fool.
really want things to turn out right. this right. very right. but i know this wellll... very well, its a little not possible.
thats sad.