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come one keith! 1.5hours more to 6am! lets do it! wait wait! i needa send that msg!

movie at vivo! Just follow law! the indian reminds me of mr ashokan! hahas! first date with shaun dear! lols.. sweet / salted!! o.o"

she was sick. hope she is fine. hope everything is okay. *prays*

dinner at yoshi!

went to sally's place! played blackjack! hahas. won a little. played marjong and lost! should have ran home after winning blackjack.. lol!

hey, i have gotten to know great pals from that company! friends i believe that will stick for life! friends that are worth keeping! dam.. i smell of cigerettes! see la.. i played marjong with 3 smokers! hai hai hai!! lols..

*in 4.5hours you start your new job. keith prays and hope that everything is smooth. do take care and remember to take lunch on time yah? take care and make sure no one bullies you. cause i am sure i would not be there behind u.. supporting anymore.*

the 4 P's.... Pang Jio.. Pang Sai... Pang Pui.. Pang Kang ! =)

oh thanks shaun + sockhui for that phone chat! haha! thou its trying to help shaun most of the time! he did not really care how much we tried. he was still pulling the white hair off his sideburn. crap.

new year was weired this year. my family woke up late. haha ended up lated at granny's place. just felt weird! lols. the money was still there anyhows.

it all could have been better if not for that cbc and ....

HUAT AR!!

kristine said i must thank her for talking to me this afternoon, she said it would make my blog better.

Thanks Kristine!

Thanks Wendy!

Thanks Hwee Ying!

Thanks Shaun!

Thanks Sock Hui!

Thanks Eugene!

Thanks Shahidan!

anyone i missed?

currently still lost

no more job! it feels great in a way. well, they decided on early dismissal. which is good. i have cny to myself.

everyting was fine today. dinner with colleagues was nice. times spent were definately good.




after you left. i was left standing there stunned for 5 mins. i never knew what to do. u really mean alot to me. standing there talking for 1 whole hour. i am really lost. not that i never expected things to turn out this way but why did u have to remain so hard. why cant you just go through everything again, reconsider and perhaps think everything through. surely we have a solution. frankly, i never wanted that moment to end. i wanted someone to freeze time there.

you said 2 months since december. you know things were happening. you claimed no spark. nothing between. yes, i agree i maybe really that a lousy person. well, you should know i was behind you all this while. as many who said, they would have already been touched by what i have done. it may not be alot. its just the many small things that i have done.

i believe strongly that something is really keeping you back. throughout that 1 hour you were just saying the same thing over and over. i mean, i have gotten the message, but cant you actually tell that i am trying to talk things out? i regret being such a good friend. i rather be that hi-bye friend, at least then, as u said, chances may have been greater.

i do not see what is wrong with knowing you inside out. when you know that person well, and have grown to like the person u know so well, whats actually wrong with growing to like her? its a little natural, its beyond control. and why would anyone prefer a hi-bye friend to a close one. stubborn u may think i am, but after all this, i still think we can really be that sweet couple.

after being stunned for 5 mins, i took that long 40min walk home.the last bus left hours ago. the wind was cold. my mind was really blank. tears dropped just like that. dreams dashed. through out that 40min i really hoped i had someone to talk to. the feeling was really bad.

i dont mind making sacrifices. am i that bad a person? cant you just grant me that wish?

i love you

SHIT LA! bloody shit.

group booking released? SEE LAR! act smart some more. now that sally left, ask HQ reset all Team Manager password la. DON'T give me the password some more. NOW BOOKING RELEASED. dam it. it is either you call HQ and tell them your mistake... or speak to the agent.... if there are still sufficient seats... nvm... its okay.. but.... NOW NO MORE SEATS.

bloody gay. sally last day. call HQ reset all TM password. after that u receive the new email with all the new passwords. sit there like a kid thinking of a new password to set. NOT AS IF U NEED TO USE IT. u are just another dumb person...call yourself Business Development Executive. you know nuts la. you work so long still know nuts. dumb mor peng!

screw her! screw him! screw management! pls terminate my contract early. cant stand it lar!

haiz. its already kinda the last week for me to do groups. still give me trouble. KNS LAR! screw her.

HAIZ! quiting is a good choice. with lazy bums, dumb and slow people how to work! dammit!

SGD 5.00 per question. kns. i was off work at 1pm. waiting for adeline and eileen to go for lunch at 2.30pm that woman just had to ask questions.

like that how she going survive when i am gone! LOL! so funny. imagine her flooding HQ with calls. Abby + Rafidah sure angry! LOL!!!

wheelchair cases are so troublesome.

there will be something new coming out on McD breakfast menu!

lols. its nice. you would like it if you love cheezy stuff! =) i tink its french. i forgot what it is called. ITS NICE! hahahaha! i tried le!

weeee!

theres ham, egg, losta cheeeese! its a little salty and sweet. mmmmmm! yum!

cool! tendered resignation today!

lols. the malay woman was like.... huh? why like that? why go. she seemed so sad. so lost all of a sudden, hahas the 2 of us were like.. OMG! lols.

thats it of the campaign after we leave! haha sure gone case!

the only types of people left.

blur
old
noobs!

with the exception of ginny and dorothy dear of cos!
now, the countdown till the last day starts! =)

i will definately miss the times.........
bus rides
walks
chats
meals
laughter

bloody management. i wont let u climb over my head.

i compromise this time.

everyone pls flood McD during that 4 days. PLEASE!

=)

i am having this screwed dumb manager. freaking shit! keith tan is doing groups. he is not supposed to have rostered lunch larh! he can go when he like de lor. kns! he rostered me. screwed person. I AM NOT COUNTED AS HEAD COUNT FOR CALL AGENTS lor.. i am doing groups, i have my own pte line lor! phone just ring and ring. further more most agents know my lunch time is about 1.30pm or 2pm de. shit!

ok. asking me to go for lunch is 1 thing. asking me to follow roster. okay. so what. i was on the phone with an agent for 1hour++ and now, today u are angry with me? like hell? im supposed to tell the agent. EH my rostered lunch break. CALL ME BACK LATER! not as if my line so easy get through. shit face. bloody mor peng! lousy pocky hair.

and so you were angry with me for not going for lunch at 12noon. 1 thing for sure. it is too early. thats one think i am angry about. secondly, you ask me to stop whatever i am doing and go for lunch? like SHIT LA! i dont like to leave things undone. furthermore i am in the middle of typing out a confirmation email because i just ended a call and the agent paid. i would need to send her how much i charged the card and all. HOW TO STOP LIKE THAT?

not happy say lar? life is about giving and taking. so make sure since u are that stuck up. do not.. i really mean DO NOT ask me for help in future. bloody noob. worked so much longer then me. you do not know the 12-digit code to call overseas, simple rules you do not know. i duno how you eat snake lar! freaking pro. you are not fit for that position. you do not deserve my respect.

haiz! starting next week, after v-day out of the clique of 9 colleagues... we are left with 2! pathetic! they all left the 2 of us in the dumb company! LOL! how could it be! ahaha! life is so going to be hell!

well, i am doing groups, i am not a normal csp, bloody auntie, stop asking me to help u with the nasty stuff. when need help.. come por me. when i find out the shit you have done and ask u clear, you give me face. stupid old woman.

sally said something. "该放的就放" but i cant! lols

i so feel i want this small chance. i wanna make things possible. <3

haiz

everything seems to have turn out the wrong way. really hurt now i tell u.

the piercing pain.

it is like oh my.

retribution i guess.

the more i want things, the lesser chances of getting it.

now things are just worst.

things going the wrong way.

i just feel like a dying fish in the deep ocean.

bloody sam. he shld juz fs larh! kns. thinking that i took OIL today, how dare he said sth liddat sia. kns. even if i bloody want to quit. i won't tell him. how can he have the cheeck to ask manager when is my last day. does he have the right to know? only one bloody csp. freakin shit.

claiming you know everything already and ready to do groups and handle all the emails. look at yourself la dumb shit. type like a snail. learn like an uncle, taking notes of everything i say. ur brain cannot remember arh. u dun come tell me to change the culture of how people learn groups la. you are not fit to even speak to me. how u expect me to look up to you. you are a uni grad with a degree, working part time at this shit place. what it goes to show? don't tell me that money is not the issue. its just nonsense. how can a uni grad be paid like that. working at a shit place. really, with ur attitude, i cannot look up to you. dun speak of respect as shaun would say. you have to earn it. same goes to that old woman, earn the respect, you would not be given it just because of your age.

to think i have to share my commission with that dumb ass makes me furious. if ever the case i turn back to a normal csp. do not ask me questions about groups. i would delete all templates available. i will make sure your life would not be easy either. bloody hell!

don't that u have that "mor peng" manager to back u up ... i am not afraid... cause that manager knows nuts... mind him, i only work for 2 months, i know more shit then he does. another person that does not deserve my respect... simple things you should remember la.

ALL GO FS LARH!

hahahaha! a day out with colleagues.. a day of waiting.. thou its still quite interesting... its tiring waiting all day.

things don't seem to turn out any better. something has to be done. i do not know what. would i even do anything?

groups desk seat would not be meant for you.. typing like a snail. talk like a sua ku. kns! bloody uncle.

things turn out the way i do not want them to. well nothing seem to turn out right for me. nothing. i always wanted something simple. something to turn out right. just once. i would really treasure that once.

thinking. thinking. thinking all day long. it would be really good if thinking can help. if thinking helps, i won't mind lying in bed, thinking all day, all night.

sweet acts, little surprises and a whole lot of care.

i agree i am not good looking which is the reason why i am still single! HA! stupid crap!

work is really crazy. joyce is really nice. the ang bao, free dinner and all.

saw yiling aka adorable, and yantinge the other day after dinner with the 'gang' from work. she wants to join my workplace. haha! crazy.

i realise that after payday, everyone spends like crazy. and nearing the end of the month, its cai peng for lunch everyday. lols! u see people going for pasta mania, pizzas and that SGD 27.70 seoul garden dinner. lols!

i really hope and dream.........

i hate myself for getting jealous so darn easily. some view it as sweet, other view it as irritating. anyways im an irritating fool.

really want things to turn out right. this right. very right. but i know this wellll... very well, its a little not possible.

thats sad.

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