the emptiness.
some things in life are just so not possible to attain. i tink i got the answer. though i felt it could have been much different. there goes. i feel so lost suddenly.
just all of a suddenly i seem to have lost all in life like the 100th million time. just when i tot it may work out this time. i always just wanted something simple. nothing special.
i never seem to obtain what i wan. why tings always turn out wrong. why. its also the 100th million time i've been like that.
perhaps it could be the wrong doings in the past. im sorry. its stupid, or rather stupid me. i still dun understand why. i still want an answer.
i suck man. others seem to get the stuff they want easily. they get things their way. as for me, things never go my way. i never seem to treasure the things i have before me. but i tend to destroy it all.
i know very well. you me. things will never be the same again. i seriously sure of that. i know keith.
im sorry gene + jon + j3n if u will be a meeting an unsual quiet, and non bubbly keith. sorry!
everyting seems pointless. i feel like quiting. quiting the game called life.
tears wiped. i guess its time to go out already. gene jon pls cheer me up.
bring tissues
