i should have gotten to know this bunch of friendly people earlier. we could have been much better friends den now. we'll these few days studyin it was okay. we cound kinda click. but well. its fate.
something is really wrong. juz wrong. ok. i just feel something is not right. hai. things which we not true seems to be becomin true now. its not right.
no one can tell me wad to do. i duno wad to do. i just feel loss. i saw the board today. its 55days to a levels. its not the time. but there are juz so many what if's what if this.. what if that...
people will gossip, people will get the wrong idea, some will hate me. but who cares, im still stuck.
soon keith will have a decision to make. life/death friends/foes love/hate
u people are prob lost by now. anyways it not meant to be made known. i juz need to vent some stuff out. hai! maybe i should juz jump down like the other JC people. maybe. SR would be famous then.
im poor + ugly + dumb. THIS SUCKS!
i had a super sweet dream last night. i wanna it to come true.. or at least have the dream once more!
